My Thoughts About Priorities

People's priorities are all over the place.

My mother sees me being bitter and selfish consistently, yet she confronts at me about things like not cleaning my room.

My room is a mess, but so is my life. 

How can I justify making time to clean something so insignificant as my room if I have yet to find enough time to clean up my life?

It doesn't make sense to me to clean up my room and make it seem like I have my life together when I don't.

If I am really a mess, my room will represent it.

If I don't have all my shit together, cleaning my room and making it seem as if I do is fake and misleading in my eyes.

I will not go out of my way to make things seem a way that they are not.

Such updates, so blogger

Today I bought a scented candle and that makes me sincerely happy.

Life has been messy for me the past few months. But I'm in the process of getting things in order so I'm ready to be the kick-ass blogger I should've been the past 7 months in my absence.

Some of the best things that've happened since april:

• learning to love myself and not let people push me around anymore
• my obsession with coffee has gone off the charts
• I feel talented at drawing and will officially call myself an artist
• I recently got a job as an Office Assistant and I'm making hella bank
• I went to Orlando earlier this month and saw PARAMORE

http://instagram.com/p/gX9WXxFZnS/

Ok well that's it for now. I'm gonna spend the rest of my night on tumblr.

Why haven't I been on here in so long?

Life gets in the way, I suppose.

Later tonight I will be posting an update so set your timers and get your popcorn ready.

...cause it's totally that big of a deal.

peace